Dear PGFW community,

If you looked at my recent post about my four-day leave, it turns out that it was because I had a one-way conversation with my parents (who talked to me, not me to them) about sending me away to an eight-hours-per-day therapy/school substitute. I know that my home school has failed to accommodate me in the past, so I will definitely fail this year and flunk out of the school..."all for my mental health."

At this point I'm thinking about running away just so I can attend my regular school for the next few weeks so my parents don't prostitute me, send me to a "reform camp," or make me hang out with the dregs of society. Where they are sending me is clearly not the best for a person needing psychiatric help. If I attend a day there, it is highly likely that I will be groomed or abused right off the bat by any of the program supervisors. I am not going to let myself hit rock bottom and bend to my parents' warped wishes. I will probably have to sacrifice most of my time to running from police.

It's atrocious how parents can force their adult children into programs that will make them more likely to kill themselves. It's also atrocious how the law backs them up. I'm going to do something stupid, so if I don't come back, someone needs to take my place as bureaucrat.

Before I go, I will be retiring all of my fanfictions and marking them as finished. If I manage to survive for two months and return to my family (unlikely), I will probably slowly work on them again. Don't get your hopes up.